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Suddenly I realize that I want to see the world.
Sitting all my conscious life in one city.. like there's eternity before me? I don't think I like *such* eternity.
So I start from different sites around Ukraine, Russia, and then.. who knows? Maybe one day one of my American friends will see my corporeal form and hear my horrible accent :)
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Saturday, April 5th, 2008
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Hello, I'm back.
New leap of self-evolution gives me more motivation to explore the world - and so, here I am, digging into EN sector of Livejournal.
Some artwork what you will find here will mostly dublicate the one in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) kaldazar - but with English notes.
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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There is a world where men don't exist.
There are only trees.
And each tree in that world corresponds to one man in this one.
Those trees grow, when we grow inside. And they die, when our souls are dead.
And now I can feel my roots growing deeper into the earth...
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Once You Want To Learn,
From The Seas of Ideas.
Once You Wanted To See,,
Through The Walls of Values.
Once You Wanted To Run,
Inside The Labyrinth of Ideals.
Once You Wanted To Be Saved,
Under The Flesh of The Dark god!!!
( more.. )
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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Yesterday I've finally met my friend from far west.
What can I say... A nice girl.
...
Now I begin to understand the true reason of that deep, subcontious fear, which struck me couple month ago...
When I can't FEEL a person under shiny appearance, richness and social meaning.
Absolutely.
But there are other reasons, and I am about to find them out.
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| Time: | 10:39 am. |
| Mood: | I really wonder.. |
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Now I step on a very unnatural path.
Unnatural for me, at least.
It is supposed to be right, but it is so weird... Now I don't know whom have I become.
Can't say I knew it before, however. :))
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| Time: | 10:44 am. |
| Mood: | absent. |
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I was considered as an officious person.
Shoot me if you notice that.
Thanks.
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Time passes.
Evolution?
Stagnation?..
Too slow... So much laxity.
I need a breakthrough.
I am bored.
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| Time: | 12:28 am. |
| Mood: | vampiric. |
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New userpic.
Aren't we?.. ;)
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Uroboros bites his tail, the history repeats itself.
Actors change their masks, and we experience the pain we once caused.
Now I hear once said words, and answer with those I've heard then...
So be it... It's your choice... It was supposed to happen...
...but what means the word "Prayer"?.. Everything makes sense, but "Prayer".
And this spiral leads me higher. With each strike, my armor gets stronger, and my vision clears of illusions.
Out of my prison
Through the mirror
Into the light
(c) Wumpscut
Should I wake my Spider Shrine? So, let the Prayer appear... :)
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This morning seems to be tore out of the time tissue...
Sitting here... feeling no future or past. I wonder, what happened.
There is also no space felt behind the walls of my room. There is even some slight fear to open the door.. like there might be NOTHING to percept...
Still, I have to break this weird illusion and go to work. Unless...
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| Time: | 2:33 pm. |
| Mood: | skinless. |
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Sing once again with me
our strange duet...
My power over you
grows stronger
yet...
And though you turn from me,
to glance behind,
the Phantom of the Opera
is there -
inside your mind...
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I will not take cover
And I will not hide
Soon this will be over
I won't loose my pride.
I will end the mission
I will not look back
It is my decision
I will not loose track.
You will see me changing
But it has to be
I can't see the ending
Well you go there next to me?
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Gorgeous girls are bound to meet
To talk of stars and kings and feet
Through the chromosomes of space and
time
Me, I'm fast like bad infection
Gasping for my resurrection
Swear to me in times of war and stress
Telling Lies
Telling Lies
Oo - Ah visionary
Oo - Ah visionary
Feels like something's gonna happen this
year
Shadow falls on shrinking smile
See me poised at the happy games
Standing in the mouth of all that's pure
Come straggling in your tattered rainments
Come to me in tears and blame
I'm the future, I'm tomorrow, I'm the end
(c) David Bowie - Telling Lies
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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| Time: | 5:34 pm. |
| Mood: | my face mirroring in a sword. |
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Everything happens as I wanted.
Wishes I manifest are realizing. Our's destiny goes as I command.
...Weird.
Weird, what happens next -- I have wished quite opposite things recently...
What will happen next?
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Today's morning. Digging in my wardrobe, looking for a fitting jacket.
Found it. Put it on.
Something on it catched my eye...
Some long black hair.
Once.. I used to love it.
I suppose I should throw all clothes away and put in there couple of skeletons. So it will be obvious and come as no surprise anymore. :))
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Before writing anything more or less serious in this journal, I must warn everyone. :)
My knowledge of English haven't come from college, nor from university, nor from any other traditional form of learning a foreign language. I've learned English from computer games :)
(Such as Star Control II, Baudurs Gate, Planescape Torment, Fallout II, and some other.)
So, I make a lot of mistakes, and I'd really appreciate if you will point on them.
Thank you. :)
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:20 am. |
| Mood: | looking forward to joining(c). |
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So, it has finally happened.
I have opened my own personal window to the English-speaking world!
Maybe, after 10-20 years, I will celebrate this day.
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nostalgic.